I really don't know, my mind is scrambled.
A lot happened this year, and I'll probably remember it.
As much as I look forward to the new year, I wish I could rewind time and go back to the beginning.
Maybe I could've tried to get a job.
Maybe I could've spent more time with Harshi.
Maybe...a lot of things.
I learnt the harsh reality of the world. Things happen, and for no reason at all.
Your best friend could die of a simple reason as a is pilot sleeping. There isn't anything I can do now, I only find myself hoping that something does exist beyond this world and the bible is somewhat true in some aspects.
I'm happy and Sad at the same time,
I've made new bonds with new friend but some of the bonds of the past have broken. Its hard to keep it all together with a busy schedule, but I'll try reconnecting the dots if I can.
Next year I turn 21, my thoughts ?
I'm still gonna act like my young self, Yes, I have to be a bit mature but I'm not losing my craziness.
Anywho...Lol, I don't think anyone reads this anymore..haha
but whatever,
Goodnight.
Goodnight Harshi !!!! Even though I feel helpless, I'll still be strong. !!! I love you forever.
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