:') ! Love you..

I will never ever forget you

You have the most perfect face ever..

Harshini Poonja (1991-2010)

I love you,

Goodnight.

Cough, Well hello there !

Yeah, I haven't been here for a long time..Thats mainly because of all my assignments at the end of the 4th Trimester. I still find myself in a whirlpool of work and sleep deprived days. Ok, not totally for the latter but yeah, I just finished my 4th trimester and I have a week off but I'm still busy with work.
Work that I kicked myself into so that I hopefully get my portfolio buffed up.

I'm working with a team of game designers and we're working on a test game, just a test game, and its kinda overloading me, but I dragged myself into this for a reason or various reasons.Hopefully we get somewhere with it.

The 4th trimester, it seems events went passed me quickly, since my first day of college.

2 more trimesters to go and then I finish college. What will happen next ? I don't know.

Events that took place this year, I'll never forget. This year will probably be one of those years that will keep stinging me a tiny bit till I die. Stinging me with accomplishment or stinging me with sorrow...either..

I got to work on my english too, my vocabulary seems to be failing on me...Sigh ! Gotta read some books for a change. Sometimes I just wish I could just fall into a never ending hole where I don't have to do anything but rest or sleep.

College / work is taking a toll on my health and my eyes, I don't know why but somehow my eyes can take it, somehow, I'm blessed with strong eyes...lol

Nothing new has happened lately, couple of friends coming back to Dubai soon, gonna meet them, and yep thats all I think. Not much to do around here if you don't work.

I went to Gitex, really freaking crowded but I still went because of my techno-fangirly brain. I got a mouse pad though, not just any mousepad, a Razer mousepad and with that I got a bunch of freebies, so yeah, a new member of the Brandon's gadgets family.

Heres how Razer my workspace looks :

I love blogging, it lets me remove all the stress and rants out of my brains over here.

This is it for now.

:)

For Harshini : I LOVE YOU ! FOREVER !! YOU ARE STILL THE MOST AWESOME PERSON I EVER KNEW. Haunt me please !

Meditation.

...leads to the ability of seeing ghosts ? 
I'm going to try this.

Where are you ?

(1991-2010)

Where are you ?

Why can't you tell me.I keep thinking about you, everyday.

No, I can't forget it and its really hard to.

I want to hug you ! Even if it meant just for 1 minute and then I wouldn't see you again.

The only thing close to hugging you is hugging 'Mom' !

People will tell me to leave the past to the past and look forward to the future but I'll make sure I take this 'Past' with me, this memory.

I'm now really angry at God, if he exists that is.

I don't know what to do, I really don't feel like leaving this place.

I really don't feel like going away from 'Mom'....

I really don't believe in the paranormal, but I'll believe it anyways.

I'll die believing something exists than believing nothing does.

I won't be sad when I'm dead, I'll be dead, no feelings, no emotions, thats the end of me.

If something does exist beyond, then I'll send a message.

Goodnight Harshi, This blog is partly yours ! and your picture will be there forever.

I love you !

Goodnight.

Friend.

Whats it like to have a best friend ? I don't know.
I have close friends but no Best friend.

But I know they are really really awesome people.

Sigh.

Wonder.

Sometimes I wonder how less troublesome life would be for my family if I didn't exist.

Transform.

Gotta get started on my animation pretty soon.

Start up with storyboarding and then building it in 3d.

I slept for 11 hours today. 4:00 am to 6:12 pm.

Thats not good.

Gotta do many things.

I want to be able to see ghosts.

What am I doing ?

Animation will get the better of me one day.