Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Lost.

God (if he does exist) has abandoned me.
I can't find the answers and its getting tiring.

I find myself in an empty void, like a black ocean with me in the middle of it on a boat where there is nothing but water.

I feel this feeling every night and maybe its the music I'm listening to right now, but I feel it, it resonates.

Harshi,
You are one of those people I would never forget in my life..

Give me a sign..
I beg you.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Free Spirit.

You are awesome ! And will be awesome forever...I'll make sure my kids know about you ! I'll try my best to keep everyone together :3 !!!

I owe you, I owe you big time. You own me when I die...I promise.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Feel.




Feel ?

I felt a lot of things today. A wave of negativity and a white wall. I don't seem to be happy around here and I don't know why. This place just feels like a card-board to me and I wasting my college life here, I really feel that I am.

The assignments took a toll on my sleep and now I'm partial insomniac and after I submitted my assignment, I went into BLAH mood where I found myself staring blankly at the switched off laptop on my table and my poster.All grumpy and shit.

I have friends here, I'm not saying I don't, but getting to those friends are either hampered by time, college or some other bullshit. The only friend that sticks with me are my headphones.

My headphones are an expression of "GO FUCK YOURSELF ! " to the world, its one of the things I never leave my house without. Lot of things happened these past months and it seems time just flew by in a blink of an eye.

Maybe life is trying to teach me something here, but I can't quite understand it and the very fact I can't understand it annoys me. I don't know what to do or try anymore, my life is just college/computer/sleep thats fucking all.

Maybe I'll click pictures of the nice things I find here, maybe I'll find someone to love again, maybe I'll fix my insomnia, maybe....

Anyways goodnight....I don't even think anyone reads this...but goodnight...

Goodnight Harshi, you look beautiful as ever, I hope you're watching over all of us, and I hope there is really an afterlife....I miss you..




Monday, August 23, 2010

Useful Widgets for mac...

While surfing across the web I found something useful to all you mac users out there..

Here are some very useful social widgets that gets the job done instantly.

Omen !

Happy Onam everyone.

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Yuck

What the heck man ? Whats with Dubai and Ed Hardy, YUCK ! I just went to Karama Center and its EVERYWHERE ! and the worst part is its all cheap. Lol, funny how they made an expensive product Cheap.

Never will I buy anything Ed Hardy, its so crap.
OOooH I found these awesome purple checkZ pants I'm thinking of buying ! :D !

I'm trying to make up a new outfit..rawr...
Anywho, I'll blog more later.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Hi...

Hi ! Well, today is going to be 'finish all assignments' day !! And I am going to try and finish all assignments !!!

And also...

  • Give a brief review about my gear I use.
  • Rant about life.

Stay tuned :D !

Sunday, August 8, 2010

OMFG ?

HOLY SHIT !

I know what my dad and mom goes through now, just to get their pay. We'll not exactly, but the annoyance you have to be to get paid.

I came to Mall of the Emirates at like 12 in the morning and called my 'Payer'. The previous day he said he was going to settle it in the morning. So I'm here in Mall of the Emirates, all happy and excited. Then he calls me and tells me to meet him at MOE at around 4 pm. I was a bit bummed, but still bit excited. So I was like, ok ! Then he calls again at 3:47 pm and tells me to me the timing has changed to around 5:00 pm. More bummed. So then I wait till around 5pm when he tells me its shifted to 6:00 pm @ Media City.

Kinda annoyed ? Yes ! I was.
So I take the metro to Media City and check my pants for loose change. I find a cab and like ask him for directions. He was like " Okay ! ", he probably thought I was going to get into the cab. I told him I had 6 and if 6 would do. He told me he'd give me a free ride.
Thank god for him !

I go to the place and the dude makes me wait at the Mc Donalds near the area. So I wait there for around 30 mins. He finally appears, we talk and I get my pay.
In my mind the only things going off is " OMFG ! Its about time ! THANK YOU !

FINALLY OMFG ! I GOT IT ! And its not even a BIG amount. Anyways, I'm really exhausted right now. I'm typing this at the food court of MOE. Yeah, I came back ! To have some me time. My legs hurt but then I think of my dad who walks around in hot sunny areas managing projects and my mom who is pestered by office politics.

This was my first ever pay in my life.I Although I'm really exhausted and tired, I feel kinda happy.

Time taken to get pay : 7 hours.

Hurra !

(Legs hurting )
There's this feeling of relief in me. Its like a post hurricane scenario. Whats it ?


Sorry, for not updating my blog for long time now. I was busy whining about how boring this boring place is. Irony right ? Hmm…..

Science cannot make head or tail of true OBE ! HAHAHAHAH :D Suck that scientists. Me saying that is really odd, since I got my rationalistical ( <<-- Is this even a fucking word ) tendencies.
But then I ask myself, what is life ? I'm not trying to be one that whines about it, I'm just trying to search for the answer. Perhaps one day the answer will come, one way or the other. Until then, I'll just live.
I don't believe we're just biological mass, that has a brain and can die one day. We must have something more in us, something that can surpass physical limitations.

As, OBEs show us, and I'm talking about the genuine ones.

Explain this,

A woman met with an accident, and she was unconscious. While her unconscious self was on the emergency table in the ambulance, she said she could see herself being operated on from another point of view. Then she recalls floating above her body, rising upwards ( while she was in the ER bed). She kept going up, till she reached to terrace of the particular hospital. And then she went back into her body.

She spoke to her relatives and those around her at the time about her experience. Her friends and doctors thought it was a hallucination until she told them that she saw a tennis shoe on the terrace. One of her friends went up to the terrace to clarify this statement, and to her amazement, there it was, a tennis shoe, turned sideways exactly how the woman told her.


Now you're probably going all, " Oh ! its just made up !" or " Oh, what a coincidence."
I find this rather amusing and what amuses me is how scientist like to stray away from such topics because it trying to mess around with their scientific rationales and beliefs.

Have your say on this ? :)
I think we are more than Human. Probably there is a force in the universe that connects all living things across it, together. Probably , science will one day find out about this force.
…..

(Legs hurting)

Ok ! I'm going to eat something now. This will be posted later on in the day, this entry has been pre-written in the freaking food court because thats how annoying it was, the whole scenario.