Ah, Pune...

So nice... :D !

Hey winter !

....I want you on your best behaviour ! Treat me with respect and care :3 !

Get up early for work ?

Yay ! -_- its 5:21 am and I'm going for a 2 day work that will hopefully pay me on time, this time.

I plan to eat a truck load with the wage :D !

What..

I don't know really, maybe we all grow up someday and we have to face one of use leaving this world. I'm still not over it okay ? so shut the fuck up !

But somebody else I knew passed a way a while back. We weren't close or anything but we said Hi, couple of times. Anywho, thats just life right ?

In a few weeks I'll be on a plane, yes, something I'm afraid of, a plane. But I really don't care what happens..I really don't, I'll just ride my way to my destiny or death whatever....

And then you'll wish you could warn me, but that only happens in movies, where you could warn somebody that they would die if they walked into a situation.

Life....is and always will be life in the end. I know this because it slammed me right in the face, the happy days are over. I'm not being emo-tard or something, I'm just saying, if you were 20ish or whatever, you get that feeling in you, your easy days are over.

I didn't sleep today, did some stupid law shit. I'm off to bed now at a time where most people get up.

Theres this awesomely beautiful song Harshi liked called Falling Slowly, it is the soundtrack to a movie called "Once" ? Its really beautiful.

God knows what other songs she has in her playlist.

Anywhoo, goodmorning everyone, Goodnight !

Love you Harshi XD !

Hm...Thoughts..

So what are my thoughts ?

I really don't know, my mind is scrambled.

A lot happened this year, and I'll probably remember it.

As much as I look forward to the new year, I wish I could rewind time and go back to the beginning.

Maybe I could've tried to get a job.

Maybe I could've spent more time with Harshi.

Maybe...a lot of things.

I learnt the harsh reality of the world. Things happen, and for no reason at all.

Your best friend could die of a simple reason as a is pilot sleeping. There isn't anything I can do now, I only find myself hoping that something does exist beyond this world and the bible is somewhat true in some aspects.

I'm happy and Sad at the same time,

I've made new bonds with new friend but some of the bonds of the past have broken. Its hard to keep it all together with a busy schedule, but I'll try reconnecting the dots if I can.

Next year I turn 21, my thoughts ?

I'm still gonna act like my young self, Yes, I have to be a bit mature but I'm not losing my craziness.

Anywho...Lol, I don't think anyone reads this anymore..haha

but whatever,

Goodnight.

Goodnight Harshi !!!! Even though I feel helpless, I'll still be strong. !!! I love you forever.

Tired... So tired...