The Memorial....

The first memorial service I've ever been to...I never thought I would have to attend my friend's memorial...It took place in the place called 'The shelter', which many people thought to be, an animal shelter....But it turned out to be a really nice and peaceful place.
Visit the site for more info www.shelter.ae

Then again people say...Thats life right ? NO....Not when the person who passed away has impacted your life. Yes ! Harshini Poonja, IMPACTED MY LIFE.... because of her, I'm become much more happy, bold and stuff.

As scary as it sounds, its almost like she was sent here for this specific reason. ( to help others ),was done with her job, and returned. I don't know if our destiny is controlled by our actions or its already pre-written. If its pre-written then, whats the point of living ? It's like living a tape.

The hard part is , I don't believe in any of this 'God' stuff so it becomes REALLY hard to believe that she's around us and with us. To be an atheist / agnostic and lose a close friends is like saying " Omg ! Goodbye....I will never see you again ".....

Whats this 'safe' place they keep talking about ???? I really want to know, because I know I wont be able to rest until I KNOW that she is really in a safe place....

I don't have guts to watch my own memorial video for Harshi, nope, the song and her face make me get outworldy goosebumps....She was soo cute, kind, loving, caring, humble, funny....
She was soo Harshi.....

I know I have to move on, but Harshi will still be there around lingering in my head and thats good, because that way, I can never forget her...

Goodnight blogsite...
Hope life gives me the answers I've been searching for.......
When I do, then I will live every moment with bliss...