Sigh..Everyone is moving on ain't it ? To be honest, I've never pictured myself studying in Dubai for college or university.This feeling comes frequently, I'm not contented.
Ever since little, I've always dreamt of going abroad and studying, in 12th I was all set, my mind was focused and aimed at going to Canada to do my animation, life really doesn't turn out the way its supposed to right ?
I know there are people who are gone to India and they keep ranting, I pity them, they don't kinda like it there because of either the place or the facilities and I'm here in Dubai of all places, I get a house to live in, food, water, shelter, bed, wifi, everything...but that's exactly what I didn't want. I wanted to live a 'College' life in a dorm with a room-mate.That's always what Ive dreamt of.
Its not like the College sucks, or the people or campus facilities suck, its just this feeling I get, I see people moving on abroad and it does make me little jealous to be honest. My whole 12th Ive been planning to go abroad and in the end I ended up here. Sometimes I get the thought that I would be here for life, its really scary. I dont want to be in a place like this at all ! I am an artist and I dont deserve to be here. Seriously, I think Dubai is the place only for business purposes, all the art stuff that goes around is done by some Rich ass kid who has enough money to put on an exhibition and HIS stuff gets appreciated.
In order for this place to be an artist hub, first thing we need is a ART RECOGNITION CLUB where we can express all types of ideas and creations and where we could meet all types of aspiring artists.
Secondly, If you are an artist, you cannot be bound by RELIGION, CULTURE OR SOCIAL NORMS...I don't mean that you should be something like an Anarchist or some wierdo, I mean embrace your culture and embrace other cultures too, if your are doing art, go out of the box, out of religious barriers, out of cultural and social barriers.
I'm really kinda pissed off at myself for not making my life go according to plan.
This feeling is gonna grab me for some time now, hopefully meeting my friends this Christmas Break will make it go away.
Well, I cant say or do anything about it. All I can do is study and get my degree ! AND GET THE HECK OUTTA HERE ( move to America or Canada ).
Mood : Sucky
Song of the day : Unforgiven II - Metallica
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